By Viviana Sanchez, TIWP Student
To understand the philosophy of a yearning heart
To feel the cobweb of wired words
Is to cut of the hydra’s head
And dig yourself in deeper
Oscillating between highly spiritual and magnificently scientific
The brain is a battle field of the holdable and the emotional
I suppose human nature injects into our blood the want
to grasp existence in the palm and understand the richness of the galaxy
Only the body prevents us and forces us to live one life, one love, one breath, one run through existence
Doubt is combed through the hair, brushed over the teeth, and sticks to the brain like hard candy
Sometimes when the white noise behind your eyes begins to burn
or the rock salt in your soul starts to cut, you think about leaving
To say goodbye, is to shed heavy wings and sleep forever
Of course there is no forever
The universe will eventually fizzle out
And only time will march on
But time is a human construct bound to Earth
So it too is limited to the human race
You can never stay with someone forever
So why make the promise?
Why buy the ring or braid the bracelet?
Human sentimentality and feverish alien hope
Goodbye is not easier either though
Enviable yet painful
A letter to a love, a poem to a friend
An ending,
A person leaving, clean and cut
The last breath, the final page
Get closure by closing the book
But quickly you find that does nothing for the characters
They live in your mind not the page
So as you breathe, they pester your consciousness
Same with your past’s ghosts
They linger, on finger tips, tangible and tastable
So maybe you should seize a mankind’s forever
Why not?
A goodbye is impractical and forever is impossible
Why not settle for the rest of our life’s?
You look at me
Ok, you whisper
And I lean back and here is where will spend the rest of our fleeing, whimsical existence
as two beings of flesh and bone