By Viviana Sanches, TIWP Student
Let me stare at stars
And wish for the ground
Let there be a revolution, a cause, a battle
Some kind of definition for this disaster
I wish I could fly
Oh how far I would go
Past the forest that lingers past light
Past the sea, yes the sea, salty and free
Past the sun, licking at my scalp and locks of hair
Into the sky, past space and time
Existing in my own little universe
With sweet magnolia trees with soft big purple petals
And with honey and scones
How softly heaven sits upon the heart
How callused it is, how damp and smelling of camp fires and violets
Heaven is the feel of the sun on your arm, a soft breeze occasionally coming to sweep away the building heat
It is the taste of the grass and the shapeless gnats floating and flying in the air, catching the light
The sun is setting now
Soon the stars will come
They will sit lazily in the inky blue and watch as we make our own lights for them
To them, we are the stars
We are gas and fire
In reality, I am a fire
Burning, dancing, growing taller
I am a fire
I sit up on my pedestal and I watch the soot fall
In the this battle of the flame and air
The very oxygen that defines me tries to blow me out
I will not fall
I am a fire
I linger in the warm logs that are thrown away
I stay in the softly glowing embers discovered under the charred wood of a campfire in the morning
I am fire but I want to fly
I want to be the birds on the sky, I don’t want to be trapped to this brittle piece of firewood
But I don’t worry
Everything will reveal it’s self to me
I am fire
And for every spark I throw, for every cell I burn, for every fiber of being thrown at destruction and light and beauty
They each will become wings
I shall fly a thousand times